stessful day tomorrow...

My husband is coming back tomorrow >w<;; Im so nervous lol.. haven't seen him in like 3 months, and it feels really weird.. like it’s a new person.. =3=;;;


Today I went to a beauty salon, did bade cure and manicure, ^^ I need to do some grocery shopping, >W<;; andI need to finalize my packing gah =_= …

So tomorrow will me a hectic and stressful day I guess. @@;;; he's arriving late at night after a really long trip, so he'll be exhausted, so I should prepare something good to eat.. I guess.. =3=


*rubs head* ><;;;;;; erRRrrr !!!! tell u all about it

tomorrow I guess! =D

Chaow!! Need my beauty sleep now hehe.. <3

xoxo

Nivea sales-woman XD hate her... ! lol

I have been so busy lately, running around like a headless chicken

People keep asking me to do stuff for them or lets say "some" are "using" me before I leave to brazil, to do stuff for them… =3= so its kinda stressful , they should know that Im busy packing and preparing for meeting my husband, and also to leave..

I've got lots of cleaning to do, lots of ironing xD and set my own house before Ahmed comes, because its sooooo dusty and I haven't been there since he left.

Im so nervous about moving to brazil and not being able to see my family for like couple months, will my Ahmed take care of me… will I be able to be agood wife? It’s the first time to actually to really live together… >_<;;; but I hope our relationship gets better there..

ANYWAYS.. I did some "makeup" shopping yesterday and I got me some new products, even though I have them in my make up bag but I always love to ry something new and discover and see whats best =P

I just hate when the sells-women stands infront od their makeup-brand and force you to get what they have <_<>

like thise "nivea" lady kept following me and kept convincing me to take their foundation, I was sooo mad and frustraided, but ofcourse I had to show a fake smile cz I dont know how to get angry xD ... I told her ok !!! you know what just gimme what you got , and let me go !! <__<;;;><;;; what the..?!!!! I mean.. Im still 23 !!! cant she see.. I really dont know who hired her.. she knows nothing lol !!!

okok lemme calm down xD .... I mena I dont hate nivea but its like a cheep version of makeup brands, yet I do like some of thier products like one of their maskara..

lemme go back to what I got =P

I got this great foundatuon coverage from Bourjois , I love it so far, it fits my skin perfectly and it looks that Im wearing it, not the foundation is wearing me ^^

I actually never tried max factor maskaras its my first time, Ive always wanted to try it , but I duno why everytime I go to get it I go to another brand like dior, borjois or lancom

new NYX lip plumper, it looksed attractive xD so I got it XD .. I think I should put that lip toy over my mouth and THEN put the plumper =P then it will make sence ehehehe

Altho I have this from another brand, but the shimmeri-ness in this powder looked so soft and intresting so I got it,, can be used on face, eyeshadow, and body ^^

nana YES !!! Nivea !!!! lol XD .. well she did a good job in convincing me to buy this blush.. it actually looked good on me.. its bronze, very soft bronze and it actually settels very well on the skin, and doesnt have a shimmer..

Thats it so far, I'll write here more later ^__^

cheers =D

valantine is over...<'3

So Valentine is day is over =3=
I wanted to wake up with bunch of flowers next to me.. or.. a breakfast prepared for me on bed… or simply a hug… -3- but madi isn’t here.. so .. I understand..
I cant wait to take make up courses and be a pro make up artist.. I really want to learn a lot.. after that I want to take art courses, packaging or painting.. something like that =)
So I really cant wait >W<'
my husband went to Rio to watch the big Brazilian carnival <_<;; I mean.. I didnt really like the idea of him going… =_____=;;; but he went anyways… so =\ .. U_U
so the cab just took him and his friend to gays carnival parade I guess and they weren’t comfortable there XD HAHA !! so they went back to the hotel hehe XD NYAHAHA that was funny.. >=D
I think I have super powers.. lol I mean whenever I dislike something, something wrong goes with it.. It happened to me so many times lol… @w@;; I guess Im lucky lol, so no one mess with me YOU hear o(*^*)O !!! =P teehee~
… cheers!
simple sketch, drawn b4 madi when he left to brazil... 5 months ago..

Nasty Mood

Well, today started well, I started packing for real… seems that I'll need more than 2 large bags lol ..
I went to watch Valentines day movie with my sisters, I wished if I was watching it with 'someone' else, its all romantic and stuff.. ;w; … lotsa famous and good actors in the movie which made it more interesting .. =)
it was a nice cool movie to watch at a boring day…
Queen latifa had a funny part xD I wont ruin the movie to whoever reading this, just remember me when she'll sound African XD haha.. I cracked up laughing..



So how did I got into that nasty mood? ……………. I don’t know..



it started in the morning and it kinda calmed down while I was in the movies, and it completely switched when I got home…………….. so much going through my mind..
I actually miss my room back when I was living in AD… *sigh*.. the best place ever… nothing can match it.. even a 7 stars sweet hotel room.. ;_; I mean it….



Maybe Im saying that cz Im not setteled in the way I live right now, I live with my parents at the moment, cz my husband 'Madi' (that’s just his nik name btw) is in brazil and it gets scary to stay at our place alone.. lol
So Im going back and forth every time my husband's comes back frm his business trips, same thing will happen when I'll pack going back and forth from brazil to my country.. GAH!! I hate packing and not keeping my stuff in one place.. =________= God !!! … *sigh*



Im listening to coldplay-the Scientist, and typing wharever comes to my mind right now, I set up a romantic atmosphere for me kinda reminds me of ma old room, candles and small lights , I just LOVE mini-pearl lights , or / christmas lights , chain lights??, or whatever you call it..my room was FULL of those… its so soothing and takes me to a different place.. really…. And my bed, oh my god it makes you sleep right away without thinking, it was full with uesless pillows tho =P all types of pillows XD .. AH.. even tho the bed was broke alittle, it was soooo comfy…

I broke the bed when I was in high school, trying to study and I had to jump on the bed to keep me awake and not sleep for my final exams… haha how crazy… ^_^ but fun~
No one noticed it was broke though, I "kinda" fixed it.. alittle.. lol. But you can hear weird sounds when you twist and turn on it =P I think I'll post pics of it later..

actually my room is the one that inspired me to be an interior designer!, cz I had to experiment , explore, invents, paint, color, whatever xD lol and do whatever with the walls and furtinure in ma room lol..... it had a lovely dressing room full with childhood and school pictures, and the bathroom had two sections, a shower stand area, and a bath tub area, sepretly and each section had its own atmpsophere and theme that I've created (too bad I dont have a pic of it =( ...), I also had one of my fav paintings in the bathroom that I've painted myself,

so this room basicly really really inspired me to be an interior designer..... =D thank you room ^w^;;; ok I might sound so obsessed right now lol~ enough talking bout ma roon lol.... but if thats making me feel better, so what!.. XP thats my blog na~

yalla ta3al a7mdooh ;_; off...


.. I'll leave you for now with those pics =P hope madi doesn’t mind tho lol

Welcome home Shusha~ =D

Im moving to brazil soon, and Im writing my lists of what I want and what I need to take with me..

Im so nervous about moving… I don’t know how it looks like, and where Im gona live in.. isn’t that scary :s ??? my husband isn’t making It easy for me either and Im pretty upset, I told him so many times to take picture of the house ;_; but he postponed that every time, saying that he wants me to wait for him until he furnish most of the house so it would look good in pictures.. =_= God.. I mean I understand what he wants to do … but it has been like almost 3 months now.. and Im waiting… ;_; <______<>

Cant wait to see him o(*__*)O grrr…

=_= *sigh* ...

Anyways, so my sister shusha came back from Thailand and got some cute stuff,

gtg now =D laterz!

Heya~

hey all~

well.. this is just a test, for my blog to get started...

I used to have so many blogs before, blogs that has to do with photography, drawings, normal diaries, in diffrent websites... but I stopped for awhile...

but I decided now to create a whole new one, and just combine all my thaughts and hobbies, life..whatever together..

I think I should write a bio about myself here.. @_@;;..no?
maybe later.. ^^;;; now I need to go and spend some family time =P

well yea.. Im married my husband is away.. but we're gona move soon together to brazil, Im pretty scared and nervious about it, now that its soon, but I dont want to show him that now.. I'll try to find things to do there, and not feel lonely, since he'll be so busy with his work there..

anyways.. write more about ma life later..

laterz~ (^_^)/